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Friday, 10 July 2009

The Host/Shoe Shopping/ Randomm.

Okay so I just got done reading the book The Host by Stephanie Meyer. Holy God was that a good book. It has to be one of my favorite books of all time, and I have reed a lot of books in my life time. This book is 600+ pages book and I read it in less then 3 days, and for a teenager like myself that is a very big thing. I just could not put it down. The main reason why I liked this book so much was because it taught me that love is stronger then you think.

Anyways today I had to go get some shoes for a party that I am going to on Saturday and I just figured out that I hate shopping for shoe. I can never find any thing cute in my size. wtf? I have such big feet that it is annoying. That is why I buy a pair of sandals ever oh twice a year and all pretty much look alike. Black with something extra thrown in there.

Just one more thing I just need to throw out there. World of Warcraft is the most ridiculous game I have ever heard of. Watching my brother playing it right now is really funny. Talking about raids and spells and the "Tank." But the funniest thing is how Addictive the game is. My brother didnt have this game for like 5 days and he was going CRAZY. Littary. He was pissed off the time. Yelling at everybody. It was just stupid. His whole life is run aroud this Game."No I cant go out to dinner with you I am about to start a 10 man raid." "No i cant drive you to a party I have a meeting and I only have a 10 minute break."

Yeah i kid you not. Lame.

Tuesday, 07 July 2009

Do you know what gets to me?

Really Disrespectful people get to me. What is wrong with people these days? I was driving with my grandma the other day and we are driving really slow out of her apartment gates. And this boy walks past the car and says "What the fuck are you looking at? Stupid old lady."
One. My little old grandma wasn't even looking at him. Two. Who picks on old people? and Three. He is lucky i was with my grandma or he would have heard What I had to say about that.
Gahh I was so mad. But the funny part in it all was, When i told my grandma I wanted to get out of the car and say something to him she told me i was going to get shot. I laughed.

Saturday, 04 July 2009

Warpedtour 09'

Wow was yesterday some day. 105 or more degrees out side. I had to drank water every 10 minuets to prevent me from getting dehydrated....but that happened anyways. I am still recovering from all the heat. I was hit in the head so many time from crowed surfers and people in the pit. Don't get me wrong I had such a good time. I saw some of my favorite bands. I wish it was better weather so i could stay and enjoy the whole day of my first warped tour experience.
But there is always Next year.

Thursday, 02 July 2009

Am i a bad person?

Am I a bad person for not being there for you when you needed me the most? Am bad person for judging you based on the decisions you have made? You needed me to be there for you and I just walked away. what kind of person I am? What does that say about the kind of person I grew to be. I learned to respect people. Have I disrespected you? I don't mean to. I know that the things that you have done will someday day mean nothing to me but will mean the world to you. You will have the scars to prove that. Wont you? The reason i stopped listing was it was the same story over and over again. I feel like my advice is worth nothing. Maybe i gave the wrong advice? Does that make me a bad person? Do you think I am a bad person? Friend, don't lie to me///or that will make you a bad person. wont it? Maybe you and i are just bad people? Are you a bad person for putting me and the other people that love you in that situation? Are you a bad person for making all of the people who care about you afraid to sleep at night, because they are frighted you will make the same mistake again. Are you the bad person to put one of the closes people to you make that call and put you in that place, that scary place? I think you are the bad person not me. You are the bad person in this situation. Not me.

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

What Should I do?

I am so confused right now. I have a choice to make, but i don't know what the best choice is. I have to decide to either to live with my mom who I have lived with for 16 years, or go live with my dad who hasn't really been there but wants to. I have two more years of high school left so I need to decide fast. I told my dad that I was thinking about living with him and he got really exited. I don't want to let him down or hurt his feeling by telling him that i changed my mind. You should have seen the smile on his face.
I want to make everyone happy, but I dont think that is going to happen. I need to make up my mind.